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July 29th, 2012



my shuppatsu to Seoul is coming closer and closer!!

i'm getting really nervous and kinda worried about my time there. seriously, i have school on Saturdays. from 9am till 3pm.
SIX DAYS OFF!! one might think that it's a paradise - being in Korea and having a lot of free time.
i'm not.

i'm a person who can't stay still, i need to move and do something. well yeah, now that i put it that way it sounds like i could do it anyways. but i don't have THAT many friends in Seoul, at least yet. most of them will be busy during weekdays. anyways.

i also wanna visit Beijing so much! i met the family who took me as their au pair in Tokyo. they told me so much about Beijing and invited me to go there! my baby is already nearly 5 years old. so big! 

but Japan comes first! can't wait to visit Tokyo. and especially Meguro !! <3 and now i have the first thing on my things-to-do-in-Tokyo list:

1. go and see Changmin's movie !! kyaaaa. i need to learn Japanese to understand his superb-good Japanese with a slightly cute Korean accent

July 5th, 2012


Kim Jaejoong is perfect

June 12th, 2012

was geht?!

jeje is love

i just realized that this has been the best moment of my life. Berlin, October 6th in 2011.

YC: Was geht?!

~hottie ! ^^

May 3rd, 2012


jeje is love

isn't is scary when you notice that you can do something you never knew you'd be able to do?

i guess we possess many kinda things that are hidden.. nobody knows about them.. until they just pop out.

it's not like we want to have those abilities. they aren't always that good and can harm people really..

aaaah it drives me crazy. it's probably just my imagination. i'd rather be invisible, rich or Gingerbread girl than do this.

March 18th, 2012



Waah I miss last year so much I miss Korea so much

One more thing

i gotta list all the gelato flavors that i tried out @ Time Out.
i wanted to taste all of them but apparently there are more than 24..
there are 24 boxes but there are 26 on my list.. and i have heard
rumors about flavors that i haven't even seen! so many things to
do in Korea... ㅋㅋㅋ

- White Choco
- Wild Strawberry
- Bounty (LOVE IT)
- Snickers
- Greek Yoghurt (Chunnie's fav)
- Choconut
- Mango Peach Cheesecake
- Tim Tams
- Pistachios
- Strawberry Yoghurt
- Kiwi
- Orange Banana Cheesecake
- Choco Mint (LOVE IT 2)
- Tropic Fruit Cheesecake
- Grape Sorbet
- Dark Choco
- Mocha Latte
- Milk Caramel
- Orange Choco
- Green Tea
- Pineapple Yoghurt
- Watermelon
- Blueberry Yoghurt
- Cherry Ripple
- Lemonelle Sorbet (i can't read my handwriting on this one)
- Orange Sorbet

February 27th, 2012


jeje is love
I was reading a book connected to child protection, when I realized something.

This book is made for a "bridge project" and the main idea is to build
a bridge for a child who has been taken into custody. This bridge is built
between the home of the child's family and the place the child lives currently.
... That bridge kinda combines all those pieces into one. One life.

What if there is something so valuable, but it gets split into pieces?
How can we build it back together? Where can we get the bridge?

I am part of that bridge. We Cassiopeia are the bridge.
We are the one that links all five into one. Our faith maintains the bridge.

Always keep the faith ♥

February 5th, 2012

return of the king



생일 축하합니다♥♥♥♥♥

January 26th, 2012


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holy day !

happy 27th birthday to my lovely Kim Jaejoong ♥♥♥


Jaejoong makes me feel happy every single day.
i am super super lucky to be his fan. i will never stop being his fan.

10.08.28,10.08.29,11.01.29,11.04.02,11.04.03,11.10.29,11.11.06 ♥♥♥


January 25th, 2012

jeje is love
today is a big day that some people have been waiting for a long time. or just terrified because of it.



*throwing confetti*

i'll be back and spam more tomorrow. kekeke

December 29th, 2011

I just wanna say that this year hasn't been easy for me at all, I've been sick the whole time.

Although I've had really hard time, I've made lots of good memories and many new friends this year. I'm grateful for every experience cause without them I wouldn't be able to grow and become better at life:D I'm thankful for all the friends who have supported me. Without these friends I wouldn't probably be here anymore.

LET'S START the freaking thing already..

1. What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before?

Visited countries such as Korea, Thailand, Latvia and Germany. ^^ I met some people I had never met before. Ran into an idol I happen to love

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

Yes I did! (Make new songs, talk to someone I really respect, do things i've never done, make this year better than the previous one + eating dog) The only thing I didn't achieve was to eat dog, but I ate bugs in Korea. omnomonomnn.

NEXT YEAR: I won't spend too much money on JYJ and I'll try to become happier than in 2011. I'll do things I've never done before. I'll try to find someone I can say "I love you" to

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

I guess so ^___^ Even though I haven't met her in a while.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

Not this year. Thank God

5. What countries did you visit?

South Korea, Thailand, Latvia, Spain, Germany ...

6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?

Arashi!!!!! Spend some time in Japan again.. and health

7. What dates from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

Jan 29th, Feb 16th, Feb 18th, Mar 5th, Mar 19th, Mar 20th, Mar 25th, Mar 26th, Mar 27th, Apr 2nd, Apr 3rd, Apr 5th, Oct 29th, Nov 6th. On these days, I was with Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, Yunho and Changmin. Especially the concerts were amazing.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Making Yoochun's mom laugh!!! Surviving from Korea:) meeting my Malaysian friend for the first time. Seeing Yunho&Changmin.

9. What was your biggest failure?

Endless headache

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

Yes, the endless headache

11. What was the best thing you bought?

Concert tickets, cd's & dvd's ^^ Korean food + gelato at Time Out

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

My friends', definitely. And daddy has been supportive too. I wanna say HoMin and JYJ too ^^

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

My sister that's for sure

14. Where did most of your money go?

JYJ: concerts, cd's, concert goodies, Nature Republic stuff, traveling around ... oh JYJ

15. What did you get really excited about?

YUNHO AND CHANGMIN omg i never thought i'd become so addicted to them. also, Korean dramas^^

16. What song will always remind you of 2010?

many songs.. i guess.. "Keep your head down" & "Before U Go" by DBSK, "Be my girl" by JYJ, "Get Out" "In Heaven" "Boy's Letter" by JYJ^^

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

– Happier or sadder? Sadder

– Thinner or fatter? Thinner

– Richer or poorer? Richer

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?

Seeing my Yoochunnie

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

Paying so much money for seeing my Yoochunnie

20. How did you spend Christmas?

Hiding in my room and reminiscing the good old times

21. Did you fall in love in 2011?

I did!!!!! Even though Yoochun really has my heart, I fell in love with Yunho. No need to hide the fact^^

22. What was your favorite TV program?

Miss Ripley, Protect The Boss.. VS Arashi ^^

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

'Hate' is a strong word but those loud fans who couldn't keep quiet during JYJ concert in Spain. Also, coordi nuna

24. What was the best book you read?

Nature Republic photobook

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Super Junior ^___^ SNSD

26. What did you want and get?

To see Yoochunnie a lot

27. What did you want and not get?

To have Yoochunnie on my own

28. What was your favorite film of this year?

Postman to Heaven .. ^___^ The dawn of the dead !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

I turned 22, I did my intership in child welfare and went to gym.. Full of angst that day was

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

All five members of DBSK coming back as one

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011?

Glasses! Short hair!

32. What kept you sane?

Most of my friends and music. My cats <3

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

HMMMMMMM I wonder who could it be. After Yoochun, Yunho and the other three members, I'd have to say Park Yoohwan. He's way too cute.. also, Yesung and Kyuhyun from Super Junior :9

34. What political issue stirred you the most?

The situation between South and North Korea is making me worry.. Also, I want Yoochun for president

35. Who did you miss?

Yunho ....

36. Who was the best new person you met?

Yunho .... also, my Estonian friend and other Cassiopeia girls and boys^^

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011.

Appreciate your health cause you never know when you'll have that headache which never ends.
Love your friends and family cause you never know when SME will tear you guys separately
Believe in your dreams and make them happen
Keep walking forward and maybe someday you will get to greet Yoochun's mom

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

My love is an empty space only for you for you for you

I look away and laugh with effort so that you don’t find out

I don’t like it when you’re hurt I don’t like goodbyes

You shouldn’t love me

I love you I love you I love you I love you my only love

Although I shout with my heart I can’t call out because you’re too precious

My pain is okay because I love you

I can just cry until I’m crazy

HAPPY 2012 ^^

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